The worst day of my life.......

Was today 3yrs ago. Our son Jack Riley was stillborn today after 3 days of labour at 20.3wks gestation. There isnt much to say but that it was a long and heartbreaking process that went over 10wks before we had him. There were some pretty severe complications and by the time I had him it was starting to get complicated for me physically as well.

It almost feels like it was yesterday and then other times it seems so long ago. I still miss him dearly even though we knew him for such a short time. There is still that child that is missing from our lives that will forever be apart of our family.

I like being able to talk about Jack in general conversation and being able to refer to him easily. And I do regularly although others seem to have a problem with it more than I do. But today its harder to talk about it all. This explains some of my emotions in a way....

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Goodbye

I have just lost another CT. I knew it was going to happen. Im a little sad as Betty Jo was the first person that "asked" me to join because she liked my style not because I had applied to her team. I wish you all the best in your new adventures Betty Jo!

Just saw this....

I had to post this it is amazing! This is like "Australia's Got Talent" I think. I sort of saw the background at one point and I think it had "Britian's Got Talent" Im just not 100% sure as they look shocked that his singing opera. The blog I saw this on said its the UK version of American Idol so if anyone knows let me know :)

OK I just had a look at yep its "Britian's Got Talent" :)